Live your life

UPDATE;

I haven’t been on tumblr ever since! Its been awhile. Anywaysssss……

Dec 31, 2011 I gave birth to a healthy little boy name Xander & now he’s a month old :3 He’s such a good baby! I love both of my boys can’t ask for anything better. Jacob will also be ONE this Friday I’m excited! I remember holding him in one arms just like I do with Xander. He’s getting too big. The biggest brat I know though lol This Saturday will be his birthday. Can’t wait to celebrate it with family and friends. Me and his dad are getting him a mini car, his dad been wanting to get him that since Christmas so this would be the perfect gift for him. I’m so happy to have a little family. Never thought I would be a teen mom of TWO! But I don’t regret a thing at all (: I’m a proud mama! 

My mother moved to TX about two months ago and its hard not having her here since she always cooks and give me money all the time. I miss her homemade cooking. & I miss having her around. My little brother.. miss him every single day. I’m glad that we still webcam each other when we have the chance too. I know they’re just a phone call away. My mama calls me just to argue, oh how I DON’T miss that but at least I get to here her voice (: 

I got a job now! I’m happy but at the same times sad. I hate leaving the boys with Shastin’s mom or Grandma. Shastin’s mom is always complaining about being sick or her something in her body hurts but she goes to casino ALL the time I just don’t get it.. His grandma is the best though, gotta love her but she lives way too far! I work in the mornings and Shastin works mostly at night so it kinda works out. I actually like my job, its pretty chill but I hate most of the customers. At least we both got a job and we will be saving up to move out soon! Hopefully.. we need our own place ASAP. 

School school school.. FML that’s all I got to say. 

I’ll post some pictures later, I’m kind of lazy right now :p

School is such a pain in the ass, if I wasn’t so lazy or get easily distracted I wouldn’t be doing this online schooling. I hate it. Its easy but doing it at home is hard since Jacob is always a distraction and my parents are always needing my help to do things. I hate asking Shastin’s mom to watch him cause she gives me Jacob 10 minutes later.. -__- I wish I was a nerd that loves school..

Shastin got me a ring, and no its not an engagement ring! He’s sweet but damn, he needs to know how to be more romantic. I wish he knew how to surprise me good lol I already knew he was getting me it cause I saw him looking at it like 10 times.

I’m too nice

I wish I can be a bitch most of the time.. I hate it when I let people get away with things.

Photos.

baybekirsten:

You know what’s the saddest part about looking through old photos? Knowing that they’re all but a memory now. You look through every single one of them & can still remember what was said & done that day. Then you realize it’s all in the past now, it’s all a memory. As much as things have changed, you can’t help but wish for things to be back the way they used to be.

(via norylam)